Eleven years ago when I started working at my job, I thought I was a smart, common sense, competent person. Over the years my supervisor has whittled away those feelings. First, it was don't do anything without getting her approval first. The minute I made a mistake it was the end of the world and it happened because I didn't do things the way SHE wanted them done. As I learned how to handle her over the years it has NOW become that I don't make decisions and problem solve for myself! Enter the voice in my head, "Duh!, that's because according to YOU nothing I do is right and I have to do what YOU want HOW you want it!!" "If I don't, I get my head chewed off!"
Well, after eleven years I think she has succeeded in wearing my self image down. This past week has been a rough one. I can't seem to do anything right or remember to do EVERYTHING in the RIGHT order!
Oh well, she is out of the office at a training class ALL day tomorrow! HOW will I ever manage all on my own?! I call it a stress free day for me!!
Well, that is my thought of the day. I can't let her win!
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